The storm

The storm
Anger enters you like a storm a storm that was kept up waiting, watching, getting ready to explode. Incompetance, meaness feed that fire of a storm until it erupts, consuming and overwelming you. It takes strong self-control to contain it and not let it effect others. What do i say when i don't know how to explain? What do i do when i feel betrayed? What do i feel when i am deserted? When i repair a relationship but then am shunned from both, what can i say? Pain and lonliness sweep around me, pulling at the defences that protect me. Im being swept away! THERE, a hand... a hand that symbolizes friendship, a hand that will help me up. It's my sister, the one who came after me, to help me out of the emotions... love, she keeps me safe as i struggle to my feet...

Help the ones risking their lives.

Its been awhile.. but i still don't know much to say. I've heard so much and some of them are like huge wake up calls that should be heard by everyone. One such thing was, I was listening to the radio and there was this program about how soldiers with post w/e sydrome thing that just makes you go insane. I heard about how horrible it can be after seeing things happen like your friends blow up or have an arm blown off. And i can see why it would make you go insane, humans aren't made for violence. What made this worse was the fact that when they get transferred back to the U.S. they aren't taken care of by the army. They should be getting counciling and other things that are known to help but no the army doesn't do this. At most they will give pills and medication. Now i don't believe in war or violence to a degree, a little wrestling and sibling fights is fine, but when you get to the level of people getting seriously hurt thats just wrong. But the fact that the people who are willing to fight get treated like trash and it changes them and their families forever. I don't think anyone should be treated like this, who has done so much.

Never alone!

Here we stand, alone we fall, is that it? is that all?
Friends and family supporting you, through pain, suffering
and things of that kind. When alone, problems go from ripples
to waves, knocking us over, pushing us down, drowning
us in pain and sarrow. But when there is support, we have
warm shoulders and steady hands to support us and to
pick us up again. Never alone!

WHY
Why is it when everything is going good and we feel comfortable in life, that it suddenlt crumbles? Why is it that when we come across one obstical, and try to go around it that we run into three more? Why do bad things come out of something good? WHy do problems eat at us and make us cry? Why do people think they have the right to look down on someone else? WHere is God in all of this? I know hes there but what is he doing? why why why.....

life and friends

Well im kinda bord but i started thinking about life and friends well duh thats kinda the title. Life... what is it? whats this force that keeps us alive? what is just the meaning of life period? Those are kinda hard questions to answer but we can get smaller... How do we interact with others in life? We love we hate we trust etc... But there are always rifts in relationships they can be small like ripples in a pond or they can be big like waves in a ocean. The point of friendship is to build that love and trust up so when the time comes, in which the waves pound all around us and we're so confused that we will recover. I've only suffered one strong friendship that tore apart but it was horrible and hurts me to this day.. I've realized now what i really didn't do there... i didn't share my thoughts something that was just of me... Some trait or some thought that is from your very soul. This can strengthen friendships beyond bounds, you need trust but once it builds its hard to destroy. I am so confused sometimes and i just need to lean on my friends to get me through, friends that i love and trust so much....

life and friends

Well im kinda bord but i started thinking about life and friends well duh thats kinda the title. Life... what is it? whats this force that keeps us alive? what is just the meaning of life period? Those are kinda hard questions to answer but we can get smaller... How do we interact with others in life? We love we hate we trust etc... But there are always rifts in relationships they can be small like ripples in a pond or they can be big like waves in a ocean. The point of friendship is to build that love and trust up so when the time comes, in which the waves pound all around us and we're so confused that we will recover. I've only suffered one strong friendship that tore apart but it was horrible and hurts me to this day.. I've realized now what i really didn't do there... i didn't share my thoughts something that was just of me... Some trait or some thought that is from your very soul. This can strengthen friendships beyond bounds, you need trust but once it builds its hard to destroy. I am so confused sometimes and i just need to lean on my friends to get me through, friends that i love and trust so much....

Why?

We look around us and we see a society built by generations of people, our ancestors... but when we look around do we really like it? We see problems everywhere in are society economics and basic humanitarian needs. Sure theres the big stuff like Darfur and Global warming but what about the smaller things? The things we don't notice? Things like societys effect on children and teens. Its all about violence and sex these days. Many teen aren't even aware of the horrors in this world. They don't realize that little girls make there shoes for a penny or not even that. What have we created this generation into?!?! they aren't aware, they care about whats around them. We have everything from music to TV that effects them. Music can promote sex and cussing while TV is the same. Teens are so manipulative were in the developement stage were seeing new things all the time. But if we just let are selfish wanting get in the way were not well off at all.... We should all be aware of whats happening in the world and to us. And make a stand to not become in to monstors....