Tuesday, February 27, 2007

life and friends

Well im kinda bord but i started thinking about life and friends well duh thats kinda the title. Life... what is it? whats this force that keeps us alive? what is just the meaning of life period? Those are kinda hard questions to answer but we can get smaller... How do we interact with others in life? We love we hate we trust etc... But there are always rifts in relationships they can be small like ripples in a pond or they can be big like waves in a ocean. The point of friendship is to build that love and trust up so when the time comes, in which the waves pound all around us and we're so confused that we will recover. I've only suffered one strong friendship that tore apart but it was horrible and hurts me to this day.. I've realized now what i really didn't do there... i didn't share my thoughts something that was just of me... Some trait or some thought that is from your very soul. This can strengthen friendships beyond bounds, you need trust but once it builds its hard to destroy. I am so confused sometimes and i just need to lean on my friends to get me through, friends that i love and trust so much....

1 comment:


just so u'll stop whining, i'll actually comment... ehehe. but, ya, noah..
what do u want me to say? i know of your pain, i know of your hard feelings, of your shame, but i also know of your love, i know what you can do, how selfless you can be.. and you and i both know, that now you would not make the same mistake, and however close you come to faltering, you have lovers here to keep you on your feet, so so many, and all of us know, you can overcome, you are strong enough. and noah, don't let this haunt you, hunt you, i am not asking you to forget, i am not asking you for the impossible, none of us are, we just want you to be able to move on with your head held high, not with your feet streaking through the dirt. we want you to forgive him.. and more importantly, forgive yourself, you are not who you were, no matter whos grudges are still held from that time, no matter what mistakes you hold against yourself, no matter what anyone else tries to make you believe.
we are here to stay, we will hold you when you cry out, we will hold you when your joy overflows, in your sighs, in your smiles, we will hold you.